Am I being punished?

I'm sick. I have the flu and I feel like absolute crap.

This couldn't have come at a worse time, my white blood cell count is down and this could potentially turn from something that is quite minor into something serious.

God, I feel so terrible. My head hurts, my throat is sore, my nose is stuffed up, I'm nauseous, and pretty much every muscle in my body aches. Oh, this is also punctuated by the fact that I'm running a fever.

Ugh. Someone, just grab a gun and put me out of my misery, please.

Now, I don't deny that it could be partially my fault. I started feeling bad this morning and, by about 21:00, it had peaked. Yet, when Liz, Hannah, Jessie, and Caitlin asked if I would go out with them tonight, I complied. Why? Because I'm an idiot.

We went to Jessie's friend's dorm room at Orchard Hill [residential area] where they were playing beer pong. It was ridiculously hot and uncomfortable crammed into that dorm room, but I decided to stay and have a drink anyway. I ended up getting Bacardi and cranberry, with WAY too much rum in it for my own good, but it was cold and my throat hurt, so I drank it down. Regretting that.

Then we all left because we were going to head to a frat party, but ended up turning around because it sounded sketchy. Long story short, I felt like crap so Caitlin escorted me back down here (to our dormitory) via "the rape trail" (which is a sketchy dark, wooded trail that snakes along the hillside and that no female should travel alone at night).

Then I took the most refreshing shower ever, with cool water because I'm so feverish. I think I'll go to bed soon, if I can.

Oh, the guy whose dorm we went to is Jewish, and so were most of his guests. I don't know why that bears mention..
And oh yeah, Jessie and Hannah are trying to set me up with a couple of Jewish guys that they know. Yes, a couple. Because they couldn't make up their mind on just one. I think one of them is named Ruben and the other is Jake. It's kind of creepy how excited they are about the whole thing.

I'm sorry if this entry is poorly-written and full of grammatical errors. The fever is making it a little bit hard to focus. I'm going to bed.